There were lots of beautiful flowers.
And soon, they too will be gone.
But the memory of my 3 beautiful grandsons will live on forever.
Because that's the only choice we have.
The last week and a half has been the worst of our entire lives. You know, you all saw it. And there are a lot of things I don't know right now.
Like:
How did this happen?
How will we get through it?
How can life go on?
Why?
Why?
Why?
I don't know the answers and I'm not sure I ever will. But I do know that we are so grateful for our family and friends. There have been so many people that have been there for us, we can't even begin to name or thank them all. Family, friends and even strangers have pitched in to help. It's so big, bigger than I can even understand.
I think I'm not making sense right now. But it's hard to make sense out of something so senseless. So instead of trying, I'm just going to say thank you.
Chad and I, along with our entire family are so devastated right now. But we want to say thank you to everyone, for caring and helping. The kindness that has been shown to us is more than we could have ever imagined.
We will miss these boys, and nothing will ever be the same. Our hearts are both broken and swelled with gratitude. Thank you!